by Lael Ewy
The old observation about the Grand Canyon, the craggy attraction
called out by all airline pilots who happen to fly over, is that it
is, after all, just a big hole in the ground.
But we are enchanted by valleys of all sorts, naming housing
developments for them; historical towns; our crooners from the 1950s;
and America's favorite flavor, ranch dressing, which was originally
marketed by Hidden Valley as a do-it-yourself mix, combining many of
our favorite things in a convenient package, excepting flags and
ammunition and guns.
When we're not busy admiring nature's holes-in-the-ground, we're busy
making our own, striping the east with canals, the west with
reservoirs, and everywhere with basements and the foundations of
buildings.
A main indication that the settlers are here to stay?
They dig a well.
Between our buildings, we dig trenches for pipes carrying in fresh
water and sewers carrying away foul, holes for fence posts, power
poles, streetlights. In the rural area in which I was raised, to
manage the waste we shat out or washed off, we'd dig a "septic
lagoon," which nature, being less fussy, would promptly fill
with cattails and duckweed, inviting in snapping turtles and redwing
blackbirds. Rather than being disgusted with these interlopers, I've
come to admire what they make of our muck.
On the subject of reservoirs, my dad helped dig one near Cheney,
Kansas, which supplies the bustling metropolis of Wichita and its
dependent suburbs with water. Well, my father didn't do the actual
digging; he was a diesel mechanic who worked on the heavy
earth-moving equipment that other men used to get the job done, the
bulldozers and backhoes and front-loaders and such.
So enchanted was he with these diggers that, later, he got a
bulldozer of his own, ostensibly to help dig deeper a natural pond on
the 20 acres of heaven we owned east of town. But we knew better:
it's just fun to dig in the dirt, to see the progress you've made as
the hole expands, as the horizon rises, as the hole forms down past
layers of grass and topsoil, into the deposits of sand or clay or
rock below.
We dug as kids, with trowels or Tonka trucks, with garden hoses,
blasting snake holes into the ground until our mom came out and told
us to stop.
But she dug, too, and still does: holes for flowers or shrubs,
neither hobby exactly nor compulsion; it's just what you do, grow
things, and it always involves some movement of the soil, some
disruption necessitated by production.
Dad had an acre set aside for a garden of his own, vegetables, of
course, and he dug long, shallow trenches for sweet corn, deeper
holes for sweet potatoes and tomatoes—the last his personal
favorite, the starts going in by April, each delicate plant protected
by a half a plastic milk jug against the likely event of frost. We'd
often have fresh fruit by June, by early July, a precociousness I've
never had it together enough to maintain.
On the reservoir project, dad met many professional diggers, men
schooled in holes and the vagaries of their creation. Many of these
men had worked as wildcatters and pipefitters in the oil fields of
Texas and Oklahoma, and they had colorful stories, were earthy people
with an earthy set of sensibilities.
On a hot day, one of them might say "Hell's only about
six-inches deep out there!" as if, with a spade, damnation might
be surfaced via one, quick cut.
Other stories cut deeper. One of my dad's favorites was from an oil
well worker who accidentally dropped a hammer down the hole they were
drilling, potentially damaging the rig. It took many hours of work to
retrieve, halting progress and costing the operation untold dollars.
When the worker had retrieved his lost hammer, the foreman said,
"Great. Now, you're fired."
To this, the man, thinking quickly and with admirable presence of
mind replied, "Well, I guess I won't be needing this anymore,"
and promptly dropped the hammer back down the hole.
My dad also tells one on himself, about almost getting fired for
using one bulldozer to put the one he was working on on its side in
order to access the parts he needed to repair.
But these are really stories about how management should properly
treat their workers, about how they need to understand their
situations and to give them the tools they need to do their work
properly, ideas he took with him when he later took an executive
track.
From Black English, we have the term "dig" to indicate
understanding in a deep way, with the depth of our feelings, our
thoughts, our souls aligned all the way down. Even today, as the kids
have swirled down with "skibidi" and "rizz"
rotting holes in their brains, if you ask them if they dig it, they
still do.
We come by it honestly, this digging: notably, the kids continue to
go down rabbit holes, something we've all learned from Lewis Carroll,
and indicative of the safety many animals have always found
underground: rabbits, moles, foxes, badgers, worms and grubs (of
course), and even a species of owl or two. The occasional wasp or
spider digs or moves in after the fact. Dens and burrows harbor the
bigger digging animals; ants collectively create entire underground
cities, their intricacy shaming even the complex earthworks
undergirding a Paris, a New York, a Rome.
I've so far avoided the fact that when we stay in one place we put
down roots, figuratively, but when a plant grows it does so
literally, digging by pure force of whatever passes for a plant's
will, sucking out the goodness of the very earth itself for its
vibrant, verdant display.
I've avoided, too, a philosophical matter: the fact that a hole is a
thing only in the absence of all that surrounds it, a thing we build
only through negation. For every hole we want, there is material
displaced. A pile of dirt develops, a berm, a mound, perhaps a place
to play, a set of whoops over which a dirt bike might fly.
A hole is an act of mass selection.
We dig when we die, too, of course, or rather a hole is dug for us.
We trust the embrace of that good earth with the remains of our most
beloved, knowing that the dirt has both the power to forever remember
and the heft to help us forget. It is only within this solidity that
the quick may be separated from the "silent majority," a
term Safire cribbed from Milton, the memento mori that there, by
God's grace, dig I.